Unchained Silence

2005-04-23T10:04:00.000+08:00

[Oh My]Broken links?!Dead tagboard?!Lost archive?!Tons of olde skool junk?!Lack of wit?!This blog is dyiiing. =(Figures.

2005-04-15T00:33:00.000+08:00

[King of Hearts]It's been years nowYet this game's still going onCards still being playedBy people who refuse to listenDrawing out of cuePerhaps good things never lastBut I've never noticed beforeThe red on these cardsAre pretty much the color of bloodAnd I'm just like the King of HeartsWith the knife to my head.

2005-04-08T18:48:00.000+08:00

[Karma Sucks, Discuss]"... and one day, karma's gonna come back and own you up the ass."Well, snap. It happened. =( And don't, don't say you told me so. But about the you reap what you sow, etc? Yeah, that happens too.Summary: If you rape your kid now, your kid will rape his. =/And I'm thinking the stuff I'm doing to others now are what others are doing to me. So its like you treat me the way I'm

2005-03-18T10:28:00.000+08:00

[Hate]Gary found this from grouphug.us.725233712 wrote: Once after school, a bunch of us went to our friend's house. Outside, in the back yard, we found a little baby squirrel shivering under the leaves on her porch. We all agreed that it would be best to put the poor abandoned baby out of its misery since it would never survive without its mother. After a full hour of trying to kill the poor

2005-03-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

[I'm Going To Hell For This]But what the heck. I like funerals. =/Having every single random person coming to me and saying "I'm sorry." when they hear about the funeral scares me. I mean I wasn't close to her. Don't worry, I'm ace!Kudos to my grandma for being my grandma. =)Hm. Thanks to all the people who turned up and kept me company, daniel, james, jon, janella(sp?), javier, kuan wee, brandon

2005-02-14T20:03:00.000+08:00

[Booya]I think I've to revive my blog sooner or later. But for now, I know this picture broke many people's hearts on cny.Soo ... I'm just gonna rub it in. xDHah.

2005-01-28T19:55:00.000+08:00

[Please?] I don't care if you call it a late x'mas gift or an early birthday present. Someone just get me this. And or, That. It's oh so sexy. *begs*

2005-01-22T17:59:00.000+08:00

[Keep Cool My Babies] What's with the tension, them blog wars. Some people want to care - [Araphis] tan? more like massive sunburns of doom says: i cant fucking load his blog Some don't - Elumir - le ouch. says: bah just post in your blog WHY THE FUCK DID CLEAVEN CALL HAO JUN AN ASSHOLE But hey. Look, Cleaven's probably the best thing that could have resulted from a broken condom so cut him

2005-01-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

[Heart] Awww.

2004-12-20T21:24:00.000+08:00

[I Love You] Thats 8 letters. But so is bullshit.

2004-12-19T18:23:00.000+08:00

[Dragostea Din Tei] Ma-ia-hii! Ma-ia-huu! Ma-ia-haa! Ma-ia-haha! Don't look at me like that.

2004-12-10T21:41:00.000+08:00

[jkadiywedccxuixzcbkz] I'm starting to love button mashing. sadhaydwehdnclkxzlxzfnlkxz!

2004-12-04T01:06:00.000+08:00

[Intrigued] <|Elumir|> I love mythbusters. says: you whore of intrigue Intriguing.

2004-12-03T08:19:00.000+08:00

[Oh Lord] Hj digged up some old chat logs yesterday. Chat logs of me him and gary usually. With the occsional max/nicholas/random fag. We've actually been talking on msn, daily, for more then a year. Intriguing. Some old fads brought tears to my eyes. "u.l.t.i.m.a.t.e.b.o.r.e.d.o.m", "more testicles means more iron.", "NADS" I was crying, in a sad sad way. And yet. Sometime from march 2003,

2004-11-29T19:30:00.000+08:00

[Logic] 1+1=3 Go figure.

2004-11-20T16:23:00.000+08:00

[Juvenile Deliquency] He looked after a stray cat once. "Don't remember much about him, frankly, just how warm he was and how soft his fur. He didn't even have a name." One day, coming home from school, he found the cat dead, its insides ripped out by a dog and lying across the roadway. "I picked him up in my thin arms. He'd lost all the grace he'd had before and stiffened out of shape. I

2004-11-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

[;_;] WoW's over and I cry. =( But it was gold. ^^ Also new template thingy. Well part of it at least. I <3 photoshop cs. (screenshots when im not lazy)

2004-11-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

[November Rain] When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained But darlin' when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same 'Cause nothin' lasts forever And we both know hearts can change And it's hard to hold a candle In the cold November rain We've been through this such a long long time Just tryin' to kill the pain But lovers always come and lovers always go An no one's

2004-11-07T19:49:00.000+08:00

[WoW] WoW! But seriously. WOW. >< Wow ...

2004-11-06T20:40:00.000+08:00

[<3] <3

2004-11-06T20:35:00.000+08:00

[Bunny] It's getting quite animally ain't it? Oo Presenting le bunny. Doesn't beat a ninjazombiepiratecyborgnazistealthcheesesquirrel. But it's close. ^^ "I want mah magic stick"

2004-11-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

[Squirrels>Hamsters] My brother bought two hamsters. One white and in the left corner of cage, one brown and in the right corner of cage. Both with an unknown urge to squash themselves against the glass of the cage. Self-squashing. I asked hj for his opinion. [Elumir] pain and mucus are my only friends says: i'm telling you obtain a wheel and adopt one of em [Elumir] pain and mucus are my

2004-10-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

[Happy Halloween!] Uhh. Boo! WHY ISN'T THERE HALLOWEEN IN SINGAPORE. =( Spent my day playing the Guild Wars World Preview Event thingy. Its awesome. Like you can draw on the mini map, unlock maps. Oo You NEED to have parties to kill the mobs. Simply amazing. Also another reason why I like it is like it runs real well on my comp. Why? Simple. Me>You. My mother is getting iono what - Irritating.

2004-10-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

[Mindtrip] I was gonna clean my room until I got high I gonna get up and find the broom but then I got high my room is still messed up and I know why cause I got high cause I got high cause I got highh. This is like so totally awesome. Farr out. Like having my own rave party with me as the DJ. Gonna stare at it again. Oo Spiiiiiiiiiiiin.

2004-10-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

[Fiends! Taurens!] And it was all over too fast. Alright I admit, me and js got the group without 2C. =X But the grouping kinda stands at like - Me, js, max, sam = average. 2C = PRO. Rest = n00bs. Or something close to that. Max and sam just had uhh. Bad luck, with 2C in their group. The groupings are just so fucking screwed. Its like 2v2v2v2 x4 then 2v2v2v2. =/ I cannot fanthom the mind of a

2004-10-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

[DOOM] I can feel it. There's a tft competition on tomorrow. We're gonna be up against AzN enemies with names like BabYpEoN. Gonna feel so at home. Ya know, I was trolling the forums this afternoon, DESPERATE for strategies, all I've found is like: 10. Re: Pie vs Cake | 10/23/2004 9:58:53 PM GMTDT i say pie!!! and if anyone denies me i got 100 taurens and 500 grunts to back it up! Sides that,

2004-10-21T19:23:00.000+08:00

[hI~!! I'm aN IDioT] 'kurrem -.= www.hiimanidiot.tk ' contribute plz -.- says: like 'kurrem -.= www.hiimanidiot.tk ' contribute plz -.- says: ulti collection 'kurrem -.= www.hiimanidiot.tk ' contribute plz -.- says: of dumbfucks 'kurrem -.= www.hiimanidiot.tk ' contribute plz -.- says: in singapore =O Nicholas started it. Hmm. Ahh well its for a good cause. xP Also. Tues October 19th- 9:

2004-10-16T13:30:00.000+08:00

[Art] Its funky how our trips to mac's always end up like this. Oo It's art dammit. >.> Joygasm.

2004-10-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

[War] Die all you AzN people. Think about my eyes. Just. Die.

2004-10-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

[NOT On Haitus] I just got lazy see. I'm playing maplestory. Yepp. Level 18 warrior atm. SHO hard to level. Ahh wells. How fast can you ram one button? Oo Im telling you that I own. xD *ego* The drums help. ^^;; And after photoshop ... Whoaomg. Oh yeahh. Exams? Some are over but I'm still prayin' REAL hard. Amen.

2004-09-26T20:28:00.000+08:00

[Bud Light] I want this dog. xD

2004-09-26T20:03:00.000+08:00

[Whoaomg] Whoaomg! I lovee that word. Gary says it should be whoahomg being the grammar nazi he is. Bleh. But its sho kewll. xP Must figure out how to pronouce it though. Hmm. =/ Ahh wells. I managed to spend $200++ today. I feel so ... Guilty. Aight. I wasted the cash on: Greenday : American Idiot Special Edition ~$30, Resident Evil : Apocalyspe Soundtrack ~$20 I really REALLYY wanna watch this

2004-09-19T13:31:00.000+08:00

[R.O.S.E] Rush On Seven Seas. Erugh name but yeah, new Gravity made mmorpg, its WAYY better than ragnarok butbut it's korean. Ahh well. I'm trying to play it, well. If i get a working kssn that is. Damn koreans. Hmm hawt, hawter and hawtest. Check out the screenies of the Fantasy Earth thing. I'm sho awaiting 2005. =X Need.Fable.

2004-09-18T11:24:00.000+08:00

[Em0 w0rldd] Em0 game! Andd I've an em0 kid somewhere on my blog. Whoah. =X I'll take a breath to calm my soul, wipe my palms and keel the world.

2004-09-12T20:36:00.000+08:00

[Haircutt] Ignore that post below. Self boredom + Other people's boredom = Worst quiz ever + Waste of time Aight, I cut my hair! It was like the longest hair I've ever kept, I could like lick it. Hehh. Now it's like semi-spikey. Ahh wells. I'll judge it from the reactions on people's faces in school tomorrow. But it think its ... kewl. *ego* Hehh, at least I didn't shave bald like daniel, he

2004-09-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

[Quizz] Disclaimer: Done entirely in REAL TIME over msn, all words are said exactly by person in question, however, I edited the terrible spelling and the msn names, cuz blogger DOESN'T have proper encoding. Bleh doesn't that ^ sound sho formal. Eww. =X Lets rock. Elumir...is a convict | ... what? says: i'll try to be as funny and lame as unpossible ' [A3r!th] Shack|edChains |'

2004-09-09T01:53:00.000+08:00

[Kudos] It's wonderful that some people live for the sole purpose of amusing and entertaining us. Kudos to them. ^^;; Widdout them this "hols" would be shit ... Not that it ain't. Like whoah, intheblinkofaneye~ 4 days left. 4. 4. 4! Goddamittt. Then it backk to school, backk to them irritatin' exams. Study? Revision? ... Nah. I'm just gonna pray REAL hard and somehow breeze through the papers.

2004-09-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

[Whoah] I'd rather watch grass grow while rockin' to this tune. >.>.<.< Grow! Grow! Grow!

2004-09-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

[Control] I'll lie upon the satin, Fingers trace the dust, Yearning, grasping; an urge arising? Eyes ignore their lust. Mouth open, I hear you scream, Still asking for more, Reaching, begging; my sweetest dream? Locked outside my door. Scribbled that in class. =/ Was sho boredd. Meh. Its the holidays, I'll probably be boredeaded. =X Fable HAS to come out soon but its only coming out in 11 days

2004-08-31T23:17:00.000+08:00

[Glee] After like two weeks since losing my phone, dad finally came back from god-knows-where and gave me a new simcard. *elation* Rawr. Now everyone hand over them numberz ... ^^;; I'll go steal someones phone and transferr or sth. Blehh. Forgive mi if I sms ya back like "who r ya?" 'cause I seriouslly don't remember people's numbers ... Aight. Btw, THAT conversation was sho amusing. >.>.<.<

2004-08-28T11:15:00.000+08:00

[Everyone Loves Maigcal Trevor!] Song.Stuck.In.Head. Damn lucky cows. LOL. Ooooh, Bitey2! Beans!

2004-08-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

[' emo[A3r!th]V0.1] ^ That? Ask haojun >.>.<.<> Rain makes em0ality go one step higher. Oo Hehh. I'm playin' Romance&Fantasy Online now,which totally rawkks but its in korean. *sniff* I can't read korean. Bleh. Still graphics are amazin'. In other news, I got this stupid idea to fly to america during the commin' september hols for PAX - Which is like the Best.Convention.Ever. Just check it out,

2004-08-08T19:50:00.000+08:00

[z00t] Life screams boredom. Gah. I need a new phone. Suicidal ideations.

2004-08-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

[Stealin' like a hobbit] I ^3 that song! ^^ I'll give ya the lyrics go kazaa or bit torrent it or something. It rawkkks!! xD In other news this email got mi fsckin' pissed. From : Mutable Realms Sent : Saturday, July 24, 2004 1:16:40 PM To : ShatteredEternity@hotmail.com CC : registration@mutablerealms.com Subject : Wish Beta 2 Account Registration Dear Reuben Jadius: Your application for a

2004-08-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

[Poke] Kayyy. Happy b'dae andrea! *pokes* Now don't kill mi, wasn't my fault i forgot. >.< Bleh. Now that's done, laterz. Oo

2004-07-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

[Bleh] "ehh reu, blogblogblogblogblog." Oo I'm lazy and so? Look there's like spiderman2 on the xbox, aeRO the ragnarok private server, which some how got leeeeeeeeked out to the n00bs, which I'm playin', and there's like luelinks which most of ya can't acess. xP And rota epid 13-15!! Hehh. Apart from the comp stuff I've managed to spend 100bux on CDs. *grinz* Yo Alex I can finally return

2004-07-05T04:40:00.000+08:00

[Wtf] Greece won. WTF. Yeah, that pretty much sums it all up. Grrr.

2004-06-26T15:45:00.000+08:00

[Why] Four o'clock in the morning My mind's filled with a thousand thoughts of you How you left me without a warning But looking back I'm sure you tried to talk it through Now I say it so clearly We have been together but living separate lives So, I wanna tell you I'm sorry Baby, I can't find the words But, if I could Than you know I would, yeahhhhhh No, I won't let go No why we can be I will

2004-06-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

[H8] Y'know I don't hate anyone else in this world 'cept my parents. But I shall hate myself from today onwards, for all the things I've done and said and trusted and believed and hoped and meh. Regretting gets boring after awhile. Hehh. Self-hate should do the job. xD So yepp. From today onwards I hate(s) me. And guess what? I can't wait!! ^^ Me neither.

2004-06-22T23:21:00.000+08:00

[Linkin Park LIVE!!] And I didn't buy tickets. *sob* BUT I did hang out around the padang. They barricaded the area but there were tons of ~hopelesslyskintkidsthatdidnothaveenoughcashtobuyexpensivetickets who refused to move. So we stood around and listened. Hehh. Joel and his sister didn't turn up though it was his idea in the 1st place. It was just mi, alex, jia qing, victor, andrea and kelly.

2004-06-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

[Unchained Silence] There's a tear in my heart where the blood ran out. There's a tear in my heart where the love ran out. It's so damn quiet here.

2004-06-19T22:47:00.000+08:00

[Dreamed Reality] I'm like goin' crazyyyyy. Mixin' up my dreams with reality these days - Ever since Euro '04 started. Hmm. Must be the lack of sleep. I'm gettin' like what 4 hours a day? xD So s'cuse mi if I like yawn every 10mins or something. >.< Hehh. It's been madness. Like I dream that I spent $100 and bought ffxi for the ps2. And like I wake up, swtich on my ps2 and wonder where the heck

2004-06-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

[Vulgar] Like this is kewl shiat. your asshole. What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla I HAD to do this quiz and post it up here. 'Cuz like alex got 'shit' and victor got 'dumbass' and I was like totally laughin' at them. And yeah they forced mi to do it and HAH. Bein' an asshole's WAY cooler. But the picture for Fsck was kewl too. Hmm. I feel vulgar today. Maybe its camp. Hell

2004-06-14T12:51:00.000+08:00

[Euro 2004] Same cliqued stuff as everyone. Euro '04 = Eyebags =X Zidan RAWKKS!! ^^ France better win this or at least Italy or Spain. But I'm STILL gonna stay up and watch every match. ~feartheeyebagness So kill mi if I'm a fanboy - I'm a fanboy for loads of stuff =S Zelda, Final Fantasy, Spiderman, etc. Condolences to that pro web comic writer dude that died. Hehh. No matches for mi tonight

2004-06-10T19:29:00.000+08:00

[Madness Apotheosis] Meh y'know I said to some people that y'all WON'T EVER see me wearing the same clothes in a month? That doesn't apply for the holidays. ^^"" It's just that I've been goin' out wayyy too much I guess. xD Hmm. And I've more stuff in the days to come. Oh well. At least I won't be stonning at home. Like today! T.T I'm down with a friggin' sore throat and I'm outta streps.

2004-06-06T23:03:00.003+08:00

[Ownt] I think I gotta stop watching all the movies as soon as they appear in the cinemas. >.> Lesse. Movie checklist! I've watched Shrek2, Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen, Troy, Van Helsing, The Day After Tomorrow and the latest was Harry Potter & The Prisoner of Azkaban - Watched it yesterday. O.o So now I've absolutely NOTHIN' to watch. Meh. Suggestions I got were like - 're-watch

2004-05-28T17:57:00.000+08:00

[Zzz] Finally. Hols! In other news, I'm off to camp. Church camps are boring ... But gotta put God 1st, etc, etc. Hehh. Wells - Gotta like make new friends. ^^ AND I NEED SLEEP. *thinksilldieofboredom* sms mi! I gotta like keep awake during the sermons. *grinz* Alriight. Later. xD You're fighting a hopeless battle dude.

2004-05-22T23:21:00.000+08:00

[Pawwing] Download the visual poring - Kawaii++!! 42 porings on screen and countin' ...

2004-05-22T22:28:00.000+08:00

[Emo++] I recently noticed alota emo++ blogs and ~wishididntwakeup thought I should like do one. Prove that I can be more emotional then you losers out there. =P Uhh pardon the language. XD And I can't be bothered to put in italics and caps as per a usual emo entry. Hehh. In other news, I'm SO FRIGGIN' BORED. So yeah. I'm pissed. Fsck. Lets get this shit going. What is the secret of

2004-05-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

[Real] Dark and suffocating The smoking reaper fills the sky The boundless confines of the beast Stagger amongst the growing gardens Of bloodied carcasses That remain of the hopeful My broken wings May no longer caress The soft cheeks of pretty dreamers For all that's left to embrace Are the curious cotton corpses Beneath this blanket of bliss But blind eyes cry no tears And no magic flowers

2004-05-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

[Desires] 14 years. But today doesn't really seem special at all. I've already made 5 b'dae wishes - One for each cake. *grinz* Ahaha. And I've weird prezzies too ... A Skateboard? 6 t-shirts?? 3 pairs of drumsticks?! Hehh. Shall like list and thank everyone like tomorrow. More prezzie collection to do tomorrow. Can't waiit. I'm older! Hah. Dreamsky time! Officially addictated. XD <3 Kawaii,

2004-04-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

[LAG] Rant time: Now this is what a real blog should be like. Aspire~ What's this world's commin' to? I mean like goatse tribute pages?! Dudes. Bit Torrent + Shareaza + Kazaa + Starhub with lots of bandwidth stealers *glares* = Zlich downloadin' speed. T.T ph34r t3e L4G!! Arrrrgh. Ouch. GameFAQs' new look sucks. One of the best threads on SE++! - Population +1 Good work! Lolx.

2004-04-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

[Misery] Today love wasn't fair to me It left its mark of misery It left its tears & lies. It left goodbyes - and painful sighs It left me numb and cold to feel It left as if life wasn't real It left my heart to stop from beat It left tears to fall at my feet It left my arms to hold no grace It left me cold - alone in this place Today love wasn't fair to me It left me hollow in my misery

2004-04-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

[Meh] Troubled Windows! I love the song. *grinz* Newgrounds just got beter 'cuz of 'Final Fantasy A+' Its like one of the best movies ever posted on Newgrounds. As good as Bitey. Hehh. Better than Bitey. Ahaha. Final Fantasy rawkks and school work sux. Go figure - This movie says it all. XD Coincidence sucks - As always.

2004-04-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

[n00b land] You know you belong here.

2004-04-22T21:21:00.000+08:00

[Whoa] Hauntingly Beautiful.

2004-04-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

[Meow] Cute link. Hehh. Btw - Happy B'dae to Shi bao, the dude with like the kewlest room, 2nd to mine. Ahaha. Later. Eh wwhhaaaaaaaaaat?

2004-04-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

[Links] Starhub screwed up, I wasn't online for like a week and gues what - Moment I came back on msn was spammed with links. Things were something like: Check this out - Listen to this - Noo. Check THIS out, etc. 1st link is the kewllllest archive EVER. 2nd - Speakers on! =P 3rd's a newgrounds movie that's just different. O.o It beat Bitey on the Best Of The Best list. *sadness* Got some other

2004-04-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

[Adapt] The lord is my sheperd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures He leadeth me beside the still waters He restoreth my soul: He leadeth me in the path of righteousness for His name's sake Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in

2004-04-03T21:06:00.000+08:00

[Tears Of Angels] My footsteps echo as I drift in this chapel. I look behind - My life of sorrow. These angels aren't singing for me, But God knows they should be. The dreams are only black and white, I know my end is near. I only dream in dark - Not light, Face to face with fear. These dreams want to stop me, Not even I can stop me. These angels aren't bleeding for me, But God knows they

2004-04-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

[Eye See Dead People] This has gotta be the best flash movie ever! It's on newgrounds though so uhh - Yeah. Hehh. But the yellow blob thingy is kewl - Cute in fact. O.o Ahaha. Sports meet next week = Deadedness. Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh. I've abso-friggin'-lutely NO confidence in myself. Ahh. But I'll worry about it when it draws nearer. >.< The Eye2 wasn't scary at all - It was funny in

2004-03-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

[Stonage] I was late for the GEP anniversary thingy. >.< Like reached there at 8.45 instead of 8.30. Ahaha. But I'm always late - Today doesn't make a difference. XD Walkathon was SHORTer than I imagined it to be. Like walked for what - 10mins? And we'e at the youth park already - They owe mi 10mins of my life. Aniwaes. Stoned around the youth park for area for awhile. And like saw SO many

2004-03-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

[Normality] Some people are not normal. The things they do and the way they behave - Its just ... Wrong. phr34kyyyyyy.

2004-03-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

[Addictated] Cs:Cz addiction. = Not respondin' to anythin' else. And btw - Mark isn't that good at cs. I'm sure EVERYONE would agree. He didn't even frag mi! Ahaha. And now back to the game. ^^ *grinz*

2004-03-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

[CounterStrike: Condition Zero] Cs:Cz rawkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks! Totally 1337! Went to Funan after school, and lan, to buy the game at $49.90! But god - It's worth every cent!! There's also a bonus half life 2 preview disk. Hee. ^^ The openin' of Cs:Cz was kewl ... Perfect10 DJ's, pr0x players, all gal Cs clan?! Yeah. There was such a thing. Now who said gals can't play games? Even cx, hy &

2004-03-22T16:33:00.000+08:00

[... x10] Ever feel like you already know the decision you are going to make? ... But it frightens you so much you force yourself to still "think" about it, for no reason? There are days we wish the moments would stay still, and there are days, l When we pray them speed on. Some things change ... - Some things never change.

2004-03-21T22:25:00.000+08:00

[... x9] Life is about living today just because you think tomorrow is going to be a better day... Every last moment of our lives is spent hoping for something better, something more. Beyond life, alone is peace... Unless of course, you've discovered the only source of happiness is found in today ... - Not tomorrow.

2004-03-20T22:34:00.000+08:00

[... x8] Forget what I said yesterday. Check THIS out. Fiiiiiine. So it's blasphemy. So it's against my religion. But heck. It kept mi occupied for an hour today - Definitely the most funniest article I've read this month. XD Unreal Tournament 2004 demo kept mi occupied for the rest of the day! Played countless games against gary and hj and yepp i rawked. ^^ Everyone d/l it now!! Forgot the

2004-03-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

[... x7] I think my coach is insane. Totally screwed up. After the normal throwin' (I went for field again~ Been skippin' since the X-country ended), - I threw the javelin 32m! Once only. Most probably tyco - But heck - Its 32m!! ^^ Rest were aprox 25m+- >.< Sheesh. I MUST workout more!! Aniwaes, my coach got us to do crunches for 30mins! Usually we do 5mins. So like ... I - No, everyone - Died.

2004-03-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

[Deep Thoughts] Memories - Faint beyond the pane of glass. The more I try to draw them back ... The deeper, And deeper, They sink. So do I really want to remember them? Or, Do I want to seal them away? The people I've met. Friends? Lovers ... The truth. What is truth? What exactly is the truth for me? It feels like it's all in little pieces slipping though, Too small to stay together ... What

2004-03-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

[... x6] ... Sick wit' the dots? Hehh. Can't help myself. Ahaha. There's this guy on DeviantART -Syragon. Or at Syragon.com. And god are his works sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. Mann. Ya gotta check 'em out! Hmm. Okaes. I spent almost the WHOLE friggin' day at home. *sighs* Woke up, went for trainin' at vjc and then played Ninja Gaiden ... - I've just ended the game!! ^^ *

2004-03-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

[... x5] Do the poll! ^^ Ahahaha. EVERYTHING on the poll has been done before - By mi. Honest. Enlightened on how bored one can be? Hehh. Oh and DON'T visit goatse. If ya know what's good for ya. XD Y'know i ran into SO many peeps today. Phreaky! Like saw Alex went I got outta my house this morn. Weird 'cuz he's usually glued to the comp. =P After my IvP draft session thingy which ended early

2004-03-16T17:13:00.000+08:00

[... x4] Alriiiiiiiiiiiight. Think I've stopped bloggin' for lonnnnnnnnnnnng enuff yeah? *grinz* Hehh. Hmm ... Wells. Arrh. If i wanna blog about what happened the past uhh ... 1+ month? It's gonna be like the longest entry ever. So i shan't. =) Hahas. Okaes. So there ain't no more to blog! ph34r m4 l4z1n3ss. ^^ *ends bloggin'*

2004-03-16T12:32:00.000+08:00

[... ... ...] < /hiatus > ^^

2004-02-27T13:33:00.000+08:00

[... ...] My blog's SO dead ... Mann. *sigh*

2004-02-12T15:52:00.000+08:00

[...] In school now ... Age of Empires II crap. Hahas. Kaes ... Just postin' remind y'all I'm still alive. ^^ I'm SO borededeaded ... Haiz.

2004-01-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

[Youniverse] Guess what? I'm way too lazy to blog. And I'm tired. Shall blog about everythin' that happened since the eve of chinese new year ... later. ^^ Hahas. Tomorrow kae? Tomorrow. Kaes. But gotta spread the word around. So shall just put this here. See shauna, I've done somethin'. ^^ Hahas. Oh. And if the pic doesn't show it's GEOCITIES fault. NOT mine. Should have used freewebs or

2004-01-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

[Wasted] A leather coat draped across insecurity A shadow wandering empty streets Wisps of cigarette smoke taunt cracked lips Fom which a soft moan of regret escapes If i could, I would, Fall into an endless sleep A victim of blinding obsession A thought lost in selfish desire I am what you always wanted The face of a falling star A poetry painted pool of ecstasy Drink from the tip of

2004-01-19T23:41:00.000+08:00

[Left Out] Gah. Food poisonin'. Been vomitin' half an hour, every hour since last night. I'm sure it's 'cuz of the early reunion dinner thingy on sunday. >.< Sheeesh. I just had to pig out. And had to eat seafood on top of all the CNY stuff. I need self-control. Reuben, I hate you. *attempts to murder self* >.< I'm better now and should be goin' to school tomorrow. Just s'long as I don't eat

2004-01-15T11:35:00.000+08:00

[Geography Projects] Whee. In the comp lab at the moment ... Geography lesson. People presenting their geography projects. Hahas. Mark's group is doing a really REALLY funny parody of animal farm ... Some crap about 'WHEAT', 'BEER' & 'WEEDS'. Heh. And the 'Fellowship Of The Wheat'. They're amazing. The acting ... Great script. Kaes. They've finished. Think they'll get the top marks for this

2004-01-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

[Adjustments] I'm trying to get adjusted to school. It ain't working though. Still in the holiday mode. Watching movies and stuff. Yeah. Went to watch paycheck on saturday with alex, christine and their friends before rushing to church. I expected better of it. Oh wells. Went as a zone for dinner after service. Yepp. Half of my zone went to bk, other half went to kfc. And like xin rui was among

2004-01-08T00:06:00.000+08:00

[... I'm tired.] Alright. School has been boring so far. 'Cept it got a little better yesterday 'cos peeps got off their cca orentation. More people to talk to. I still wanna be in the other class. Oh wells. No way I can change that now. *weeps* Yepp. Normal chinese is SO different from higer chinese! So ... Fun! Whee~ Maybe I might even have fun during a chinese class this year. Heh. Oh yeah.

2004-01-01T18:54:00.000+08:00

[2004~!] Yepp. It's a new year!! Hahas. Though I don't really see any reason why it's like such a big deal but anyways ... Yeah. ^^ 2003's been beautiful. Well ... Sorta~ Hahas ... Heh. But really ... All those new friends, and old ones, you've all been great! And well ... i'm just wondering what 2004 would hold for mi. Yepp. Kaes. But I'm gonna missssssssss the holidays. Ahh ... Crap. It's back

2003-12-31T00:11:00.000+08:00

[January's December] Sometimes, I think I may have heard myself Speak your name in my sleep, Though it wouldn't be the first time That I've dreamt of you. How could I think you would want me? Even when ... I've staked my life on you. My healer. My love. The one I gave everything to. I still think of you Everytime the sun comes up. Wishing I could see it come up with you. Hold my hand and

2003-12-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

[Forever Alone] Ambling by, Each new day, Words and places, Leading me astray. To look around, To see each face, Laughing, grinning, In their place. It's my calling, My fate ... My curse? Living each day, Unrehearsed. Lacking friends, And this place called home, Crying, yearning, For a love unknown. I cannot deny What life has been, Cruel and harsh, My tears gleam. A lonely being, Dead like a

2003-12-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

[Leavin'] Yepp. I should be leaving for some church camp tomorrow ... >.< It's gonna be SO boring! I managed to skip the last 3 church camps though. Hee. Didn't feel like going to camps during this holiday. Aniwaes ... Couldn't skip this one as it was my zone camp and I gotta help out and stuff ... And -some- people kept on bugging mi to go ... Hmph. *hiss* Ya all are realllllly irritating

2003-12-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

[Spellbound] The drying heart Of a falling angel Settled inside my soul And freed me from the spell I'm forbidden to see What Heaven reserved me For life, even for death Alone or in a coupled nest Cruel as you fell And fit me like a glove 'Cause now free from the spell I can't give back your love

2003-12-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

[Hah] See Zach. I'm blogging now. Just a short one ... =P Longer one tomorrow ... Yepp. I really gotta change the links ... So many dead ones. The music disappeared long ago and I haven't put in a new one. >.< Adverts ... Gotta get ridda them. Peeps I've promised to link ... Sorrie! Err ... Why? 'Cos I've really been busy ... Training in the mornings ... Movie or some outing in the afternoons

2003-12-01T12:27:00.000+08:00

[Quicksand] So tired of myself My feelings are Quicksand Swallowing me Down And so I chose to hide In my little shell Hide from the world I hate Hide from the world that hates me I sit in this cold desert Where darkness rules above all things Where nothing really matters Darkness hides all I don't wish to see The world I never liked The self I now hate The desert I turn into quicksand And let it

2003-12-01T10:29:00.000+08:00

[Friendship] Friendship. It's important. Sometimes, It scares me, When I realise how long I go on living, Without thinking of the people I care about. Damit. I'm too occupied with myself. Remeber your friends. The ones that moved on, Those that are here, And those that are gone.